RQ posted she heard that they might make it to the 17th, which would mean, we are in!! It is totally a very early first rumor she she isn't rating it at all.
I realized last night how emotionally tied I am to getting our referral this month. I have said to myself if they don't get to us it will be okay b/c we will know we are next, but really I am not going to be okay. If they don't make it to our day this month I am pretty sure I will be in tears for a while. I am ready for it to be our turn!
Last month there was plenty of negative rumors, some folks were even saying they wouldn't get past the 6th. So when the 9th came up it was a total surprise. I started believing we might actually get in October. Now after 3 weeks of thinking about it, surfing baby sites, working on her room, I will just die if we're not in. Okay not die, but I am just saying it might take me a few days to recover. I just want to see her face, know who she is, where she lives, how old she is!
So everyone now is the time for good thoughts, finger-crossing, praying, sacrificing chickens...whatever it takes!!
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